Monday, November 30, 2009

你总是又甜蜜 又很任性
我让着你 让到爱剩下情绪
当你再一次甩头离去
我留在夜里 没从背后抱你

就护送你到这里 一路小心
我的心会用疼惜 牵挂你

你还年轻 你还迷信
梦中的王子在某地
总会带着闪耀幸福来临
你还年轻 你别迷信
每一个公主都幸运
这个城市就像一座丛林
黑暗神秘

你就像易碎品 让我担心
多希望你 能活得像梦境
所有坏情绪 有人过滤
多深爱你 也有人肯去证明

就护送你到这里 一路小心
有关你的事 我永远都在意

你还年轻 你还迷信
梦中的王子在某地
总会带着闪耀幸福来临
你还年轻 你别迷信
每一个公主都幸运
这个城市就像一座丛林
黑暗又危险神秘

别爱上一双眼睛
就说是命中注定
在爱情里别自作聪明 Babe

我会想你 我会担心

你还年轻 你还迷信
梦中的王子在某地
总会带着闪耀幸福来临
你还年轻 你别迷信
每一个公主都幸运
这个城市就像一座丛林

你还年轻 你还迷信
梦中的王子在某地
总会带着闪耀幸福来临
你还年轻 你还迷信
那些太公主的剧情
我多么希望 我能得到魔力

给你幸运

Sunday, November 8, 2009


hee night is turning into a shade of cobalt
The chilly star studded sky is glimmering
There's no need for words of any sort

Rather than trying to uncover the truth concealed behind tears
I'm better off with baseless predictions
Sitting on the bench where the lights have already gone out
And gazing up
It was a shooting star with only idealities surfacing

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
If I were to live life as it is simply
I would gather all the miracles dispersed throughout the universe
And try overcoming them
All because these emotions which are pulsing throughout my body
Are dictating me
This wouldn't do
Am I right?

Being as decisive as cast dice
And not ever having regrets
I hope to move onward to the next destination
The rule book which was created uncertainly
Only timidity appeared later
I continue watching the backs of my rivals
That,
As naked as the moonlight
Was a shooting star which strayed from a pure heart

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
To live life as it is simply
Innocence does not suffice
You can't escape from conflicts too
Those lessons which I have learnt time after time
Are definitely dictating me
What should I do
It's a lie isn't it?

Simply daydreaming
Will not get me anywhere
It also can't make me more pleasant
I wonder why?

... It's all too much

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
In order to live life as it is simply
I want to change even the toughest obstacles facing me into something humorous
And then laugh it off
Because there is no way to resolve it
It is buried within everyday life

That is why I wish to believe
Miracles do exist don't they?
Am I right?

Thursday, October 29, 2009


I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain.
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one.
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually.
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me.
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears.

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside.

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
The answer is drowning in a smile.
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost.
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear.

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me.
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me.

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the [good bye]
How I wish it to be us together crying at this [farewell]
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
[At least…]
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Haunted place in japan

Atsugi Naval Base

Located two hours south of Tokyo, Atsugi Naval base has a secret past, which includes the fact that it was a CIA U-2 Base, which housed the U-2 flown over Russia by Gary Powers in the early 1960s. In 1957, Lee Harvey Oswald, the accused assassin of John F. Kennedy, was stationed at Atsugi as a Marine radar operator.

The spirit of a young man who wanders aimlessly from room to room is said to haunt the naval base. It is believed that he is the ghost of a young marine who was killed in a car accident back in the 1960s

Atsugi: The Corrosion Hangar Bay

Located on the other side of the naval base, this hangar stands over an older one that was used by the Kamikaze pilots of Imperial Japan. Here, many pilots killed themselves in disgrace after Japan’s final surrender to the allied powers.

It is said that doors slam and disembodied red eyes float about.

Field Hospital- Kanagawa Prefecture

Located on the military base named Sagami Depot, this hospital has been the site of several unexplainable occurrences.

The building is hardly used, but nightly security checks reveal raised windows and locked doors that had been previously unlocked.

Many of the military police who patrol the building have reported hearing someone or something walking around inside.

Iwakuni- Barracks 1687, Room 301

A few years ago, a Marine living in that room committed suicide. He broke the mirror in a fit of drunken rage and slit his wrist with one of the shards of broken glass.

Since then, there have been reports from other soldiers staying in the room that sometimes very late at night when looking into the mirror, the dead marine stares back from somewhere deep inside.

Hiroshima and Nagasaki

It should come as no surprise that these two sites of such terrible tragedy are haunted by the unfortunate souls who perished during the nuclear bomb attacks at the end of World War II.

Ghostly voices are heard at twilight crying and screaming for help.

Okinawa: Camp Hansen- Gate #3

After darkness falls, every weekend a soldier with blood all over his World War II fatigues and a cigarette in his hand would ask the gate guard: “Gotta light?” The MP would oblige and as soon the cigarette was lit, the soldier would disappear.

Whether you believe this or not, gate #3 at Camp Hansen is closed because of this reported haunting.

Tokyo: Akasaka Mansion

Many guests have reported seeing specters standing at the end of their beds, white mists coming in through the air vents and sudden changes of temperature in their rooms.

Some have reported a feeling of someone stroking their heads while they sleep, and one person claimed she was dragged from her bed to the other side of the room and then back again. Scratch marks on her back the next day corroborated her story.

Yokosuka Naval Base: Gridley Tunnel

It is thought that the ghost of this narrow, one-way tunnel that runs through a hill is that of a Samurai warrior who was on his way to avenge the death of his lord when he was ambushed and cut down in the tunnel. Because he failed in his mission, he can’t leave his place of death.

Visions of the samurai as reported by passing motorists have caused several accidents in the tunnel over the years.

Himuro Mansion: Tokyo Outskirts


The basis of the survival horror video game series that deals with ghosts, exorcism, and dark Shinto rituals, “Fatal Frame,” Himuro Mansion was the site of a brutal family murder and sacrifice.


Many weird happenings have been reported in and near the old mansion; including apparitions of those who once lived there, bloody handprints and sprays of blood, which mysteriously appear on the walls.

Sometimes, a small girl in a kimono is seen in one of the windows. To add to the mansion’s mystery, no one knows the significance of the vast tunnels the run underneath.

Yokohama: Ikego-The Middle Gate

The Middle Gate marks the spot where a concentration camp from the World War II era once stood. Here, thousands of Chinese and Korean people were put to work and then killed by the Japanese army. Today it serves as a U.S. military housing base.

There are five incinerators on the premises and three gates that separate it from the Japanese community. At the middle gate, patrol guards have reported hearing voices and footsteps, and have described the feeling of being watched by unseen eyes.

One recurring vision concerns a Japanese soldier from World War II in a brown uniform with no legs floating between the middle and back gates.

These incidents are part of a much bigger picture, as there are many more haunted spots in Japan. Most but not all date back to the era of World War II.

Thursday, October 1, 2009


Auto car is so easy@!@!@!...
charcoal is fun...hehe...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Exam over


suddenly miss thai song lolols.
yeaaa exam over...>.>.....
and gonna work soon zomg >.>...night shift sianz.
Gazette'Leech'

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami good movie @@...4.5/5...a good korea disaster movie wo..which shows almost everything in life..love,family,selfishness.The 2nd wave of tsunami was kinda crap as it doesnt really show what happen but overall is a good movieand YES i watched it at home=x...lets see will 2012 beat it ;o
Yesterday watched Gamer...ok la a 3/5 rating >.>..in the story 'Society' the game looks more fun for me lolols....and show something real like those player behind the screen might not be the same ahaha...
i want phobia 2 @!@!..
This week gazette pv 'Regret'..

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Filth in the beauty


Jubeat ripples has been continuous summoning me to arcade@@ lolols
The tune and touch is so much smoother and better then the previous 1.
More fun song toooo XD...

Monday, August 31, 2009

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

This week...Burial Applicant


argh test test test....and out of nowhere sat need go charcoal...grrr my practical lesson booked few mths back must cancel...shit sch -.-..
oh its 7th month already but somehow this year doesnt feel it not like last time already lols...the world having recession so hell oso having recession? lols

Friday, August 21, 2009

Distress and coma,Gazette most recent album song.


Theme party is coming!.Our whole class is busy preparing it haha..Monday is the day.
Next week is an busy week >.> got test got theme party,got driving zzz...

how i wish................

Thursday, August 13, 2009

District 9

DISTRICT 9 Pictures, Images and Photos
Ok its about alien staying in earth o.o..
While actually the alien is trapped in earth and located in an area.Their weapon were confiscated turning them into the slump life.Their weapon was taken and experimented by the government organization MNU which they are unable to use,it is uniquely encoded with the alien dna so the MNU is finding way to use it.
Just nice 1 innocent member of MNU is affected by the alien liquid which the alien wanted to use it to return home and is tranforming him into alien which means allow him to use the alien weapon SO the government want to know HOW and some other underworld group and wanna capture him.
of cause im not gonna write the whole story down lolols.
The movie clearly pictured humanity HUNGER OF POWER and SELFISHNESS.4/5 :o

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

heh this week gazette pv
'Chizuru' the official theme for 'The Apartment' Korea horror flick which was released few yrs back.
Its about those people staying there who does not slp before 9.56pm will die.
Any impression? hahas.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

where got ghost?

ROFLY eh lols....funny movie >.>...its an 3 part story movie...anyway the last part is continue from "money no enough 2" hahas...the ahma @@..."Ni jia ba buay?"Ni wu kua diao wo eh lai sa?ang sek eh wu mickey mouse LOLS...don't know how say eh >_>...
anyway its kinda sad to see those irresponsible people..Pray to your dead parents just to be blessed? argh dam no repect. Even die liao still must bless them with good luck and all this? Never been bless so must throw it away no need pay respect..walau eh..family also so afraid to see their kin coming back as souls -.-...speechless

Thursday, August 6, 2009

today i bought my favourite car GTR-35 !@!@!
ok la not real car is an transformer gtr35 ahaha =x....
ok weekly i will post Gazette pv :D..
this week shall be the song Cassis

G,I JOE

G.I. Joe Pictures, Images and Photos
Ok the show is not bad...Packed with action and plot is quite well done haha...Never watched the 80s anime series before so cannot really judge it.But for first impression the overall is not bad don't mind watching it again :D..

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Argh...blogger is having problem man...cant post javascript ==..zzz
Changed url.It time for it.Blog is still under construction =3

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Good to bad

zzzzzz...sbs...tuesday gotten my iphone and my acer netbook ahaha...happy siol den wed took my FTT and pass wooo@!##!$ but night my comp kana too much virus liao infected till cannot even login so must reformat....song/pic all gone T_T....sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, July 25, 2009

such a long time since our last outing....enjoyed today :).

Friday, July 24, 2009

Happy belated birthday Jing..

Friday, July 10, 2009

Hi =)<>=|bye

I've been falling but theres no injury.Is destiny trying to tell me something?.
Am i gonna fail my exam ahaha=x.

hi hater Pictures, Images and Photos

Hi-Bye Friend,what is it?...they are those who talk to you when they are bored or just along the street somehow they know you they greet you back and bye...
sometime they will just randomly question you when they need something.
they are more like stranger who need help rather then FRIENDs which share joy and sorrows together :)..assist each other trust each other.
its also like they know you,they greet you but deep down their heart just want you to get lost,dont get close to me.

they most likely do things with you to gain for themself,they wont care about you.
Its hurtful.
Even more hurtful is when a close friend falls into the hi-bye category.
Strangers and Hi-Bye friend? they are alike somehow...will/will not greet each other
the difference?..Strangers you might not know them at all whereas hi-bye friend you know them but they dont bother.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

zzzzzzzz....why is term 2 like so much slower?...when sch open time flies.....and now term 2 the feeling it should be 1 week already by why is it still wed -__-...time is so man-made...lols....
class has been changing....o_o..why i said so?..well if you have eye and you will notice it..things were not the same anymore...well its neither bad nor good...anyway project is on the way~~~~ :P...we are having theme party and Formula 1 group project wooo....

Sunday, July 5, 2009






Back~~~...in cruise seriously theres nothing to do...unless u gamble eh lols...ok la but for friends or couple going it will be good ahaha..its all about relaxing :D....althought i still find my home is more comfortable -_-...lols..
TMR start sch..omg>_>...dam now the time for sch is Mon-Fri...and all end quite late..i see busy time for the upcoming term..it forced me to change my Driving Practical lesson and Final theory test-_-..it even made me retake the trial test to take the test date zzzz...

Friday, June 26, 2009

Life is unexpected.

On thursday,i can say its the only star i admire and like since young,no matter how people look at him or how they described him as,He just passed away at LA on thursday suffer from Heart-Attack when his career is about to start all over with so many concert up for him.

Michael Joseph Jackson(King of PoP)
August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009
Rest in Peace.

Life is unexpected sometime is long and short.Please treasure your every moment and enjoy it as you will never know after a minutes what will happen.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Let transformer rock your world and make you laugh upside down ahahhaha....catch it if you havent :P....if you all want can get me to join you all watch again ahahaha....early in the morning went cathay buy 12.30 ticket lols...heng got good seat other place and time slot all kns >.>...

Monday, June 22, 2009


Borrredd....today went to collect HSBC redeemed gift hahas and my new spec =o...photo taken by the noob camara from olympus FE-3000 lols =x HSBC gift hahas..AND I JUST DROP IT LOLS...>_>...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Hehe...today went to sign up for singtel plan free acer lappy=x..was wondering should buy N97 anot lols cause $678 but aiya wait for Iphone 3GS ba =x..and bought sony tv for my room wakaka=x...
Now my room is going according what i last time want sweeet...beside bed comp..infront tv wooo :P...lols...anyway tml is father day...wish every father HAPPY FATHER DAY in advance :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Exam over lo~~....rest 2weeks....Rotting in progress=/ lols......

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

New Divide

Be Divided

Mv of 'New Divide'Transformer:Revange of the fallen official theme song.
rawr transformer movie is just next week!!...so many ticket sold out already -_-..y so hot eh...will it beat the dark knight record? =o lols
...
Anyway exam cleared 3 paper already =)..tommorow i think is the hardest paper BEVERAGE! need to remeber french wine name,region,grape all this omg la...if im a wine collector still can la confirm piece of cake for me BUT im not T_T...struggling>_>...i now do have bit knowledge of wine all this but EXAM omg la need to write all this ._.G_G...

Give me reason to prove me wrong,to wash this memory clean.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

morning went driving centre for my first practical lesson >.>...ok i hate manual car =x...lolols...must balance clutch and acceleration to move sia -_-..i stop the engine quite a few time =/...zzzz and i think need around 20 lesson to complete the practical omg???..each lesson $80 -_-...hope lesser then that ba....
after that went to meet friends walk around orchard..went eat and i splash the mee siam on my WHITE shirt and shorts suay sia...last time is steamboat on my black pants -_-..so went to orchard central bought shirt and jeans lol...buy levi jeans get $100 voucher so use that to buy my clothes hahas...so overall is quite cheap=/...but just cause of a mee siam...really must siam sia...tommorow front office exam~.~

Friday, June 12, 2009

[ will.i.am ]
i got so much love
for you darlin' and i,
i wanna let you know how i feel

and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do,
i adore you
and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[Fergie]
you said - you said - you said
that im the only one
you said that im your number 1
now your gone and i feel numb
tell me where do we go wrong
you are my best friend and boyfriend
now its seems like you're my worst friend
i gotta do soul searching
without you im a whole different person
i aint acting like i used to
i don't feel loved like i used to
it was your love i was used to
why do i had to lo-lo-lo-lose
your love your love your love
your love is what it was
that have me feeling **bust**
***you are my true love***

[will.i.am]
and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do
i adore you
and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x
[apl.de.ap]
hey girl ur the only one
**must** be my number one
now your gone i feel so numb
tell me how do we go wrong
first friends then we became best-friend
you used to be my girlfriend
now your my worst friend
yeah i gotta do a lil soul searching
without you im a whole different person
i don't even act like i used to
i don't even feel loved like i used to
i guess its your love that i used to
and i feel bad that i lose you
i get so many things that i wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
i guess this mean that im missing you
sorry for the things that i did to you
im so lost without you

[will.i.am]
and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do,
i adore you
and its true girl

u make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[fergie / will.i.am]
la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da
la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da

i got so much love


la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da

i got so much love

la di di di di di di di da la la la la


...i adore u and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[taboo]
so easy to fall in love with u
and all the things that u do
baby girl ur so remarkable
so special, so wonderful
so special, so wonderful
so special, so wonderful

baby girl ur so remarkable
so spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

TR Practical exam offcially passed :P...omg this sunday driving practical first lesson ~.~...dam sian lo wanted to book the whole holiday for practical de but all been booked liao sadxz if not sch reopen i drive car liao =x...sian ah sian ah......

Friday, June 5, 2009

yea completed all project...exam on 15june-19june omg...tml TR test =/...

Project Natal


G_G it sure pwn nintedo wii with it...and any other motion controller like ps3 gonna have soon.
Wine Project done liao but i dont think can score leh =/..

Thursday, June 4, 2009





so much game more lazy post liao lol

Wednesday, June 3, 2009





lets watch some mv after games =3


somebody just make my day and lift up a brick in me =o feeling so much better now.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Capella Singapore.


Circle line.
Marina Barrage




,will it continue to be like this...:(

Sunday, May 31, 2009

29 June final theory test.:)....
sighz...how are you,what are you doing,what happen to you,why like this.=/

Saturday, May 30, 2009



I need but.....=/

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I donwan my rest of life to be facing you like this.....but what can i do hais..
y end up like this....i suck man i destroy everything in my own hand...i wish i was those tree or animals in the zoo/night safari just stay there do nothing wait for food...
Slited my finger today well cutting picture from paper...hais y not just slip and slit my vein so i can just die...anyway wash your hand and wash your body tooo to preven H1N! :P

Saturday, May 23, 2009

ald knew things will end up like this long ago :)...my heart was ald dust long ago...so itz k...doesnt matter now.wanted to stop talking to you to give you spaces and talk to you only when u need me but that day saw you like that i cant help it nvm...you just take care .sorry for everything.

Project project project~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

so im in all the wrong eh..i know you starting already buay song me so now just bao fa uhh..
you all angry that teacher push everything to you all and not me right because you all thought i do nothing,why im not been scolded.. i did help out and i did it fast..nvm everything my fault my wrong.
the world is hard to please..just give me all the pain then.
just let me be the bad guy...you all is good guy...

i shall just die in a deserted place...nobody will know and care anyway.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Angeles and Demons Pictures, Images and Photos
18may09,
ahhhh sebei sian....last monday take trial test 42/50...today 43/50 -_-..now finding some date to do the practice and trial together and it falls on nxt sat =/...maybe i will be booking it hahas...
Yesterday went to buy printer for project ahahaha no need run back to toa payoh to do ==...which is more fast and efficient ahahha after that went to meet kk..
watched Angels and Demons at cathay..full sia..ok la the story is quite simple as i already knew what will happen even thought i never read the book before haha...i give it a 4.5/5 rating XD...the whole show is well joined and connected so theres no BORING part which i thought so as Tom Hanks acted on it as you guyz know tom hanks movie is draggy 1 ahahaha...but i was suck into the movie for 2hr25min just watching it lol....i dont know anything about cathloic so i doesnt know is it going against the bible or not but seriously from my point of view that the baddy simply just using method to get to his throne to be the catholic leader.He doesnt want science to take over the christianity belief or the religion join with science.
After that went to eat dinner,wanted to go eat pongtian wanton noodle but stop by the shop below meridian hotel so ate their wanton noodle its okok nia But i still hungry sia so went to eat pongtian wanton noodle also lols....the price increase sia =/ hahas..so i ate 2bowl of wanton noodle-_- omg...go home still eat beancurd and drink soyabean somemore lolols....

Saturday, May 16, 2009

life life life...
today i saw an 10 cent coin on floor...its been kicked around and nobody even notice it..
how poor is him.His been there shouting 'HEY PICK ME UP T_T' but everybody just dint notice it and step over him..poor 10 cent if his bigger like 10dollars i think everybody already rushed just to pick him up.hais life is like this...but a uncle is kind enought to save him and get him to join with other of his pal in the uncle pocket XD..

by looking at the 10cent i realize its the reality of life too in human beings.=/
look at it if your well groom and famous people adore you and wanna get close to you but when your a small fry people just ignore you or kick you around but there will be somebody to help you or might not,it reallly depends..Life is cruel..

Thursday, May 14, 2009



(我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音)

指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油 沒想透

你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以後

世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動

在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱

當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說

我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

*我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有

我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口

我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流

藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏 為了愛你奮鬥
就請你讓我 說出口

(我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音)
sometimes seriously i wonder..im born to do what...
i haven been walking along my deja Vu...which i think destiny has already been set upon me and im just walking blindly.
i really wonder if i walked the other path will i be happier? hais..
Joy without happiness...
If 2012 gonna be end of world and 1 person can save it which allow the earth to regrowth and maintain the rest of the people lives.
Im willing to do it whatever it takes.
If my sacrifices is able to save the whole world im willing and love it.

hey dont think wrongly that im just bored of life but seriously even if im stayed alive what can i do?.I rather be sacrificed to save the world :).

sighz.
emptiness+exhausted+tiring+alot more ==.......

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

i will fail tml test ahahahaha....

So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I'll sure let you in
You know ill let you in
Oh Kelsey, you.

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always,
now through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
and I'll be here for you
(I know x3) I know how it feels believe me
I've been there and
(I know x3) I know what it feels like
tell me Kelsey

And I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
(i hear you darlin')

Now it's gonna get harder
and it's gonna burn brighter
and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day
so let me say, that i love you
you're all I've ever wanted
all I've ever dreamed of to come
and yes you did come
i want you so bad (so bad)
can you feel it too? (it too)
you know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
i want you, so much
i need you, so much
i need your, i need your, your touch

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
x4
and you never ever let me in (let me in)
x4

Sunday, May 10, 2009

a word Normal means alot of thing...in any sentence since that normal is put into that sentence alright then hope you say it to other people also.
i dono how to say but im worry for u eh argh whatever.
i will try hard not to care.
its my fault.
i think too much.

yes its my nature to care and worry for others but your different.
So what.
i am unable to obtain a frozen heart that has no cares about others but myself.
i want everybody to be happy.especially you.i want you to live in a wonderful world.No sadness but joy only.i wanna treaure you but im just a beast(i mean the look) =x=x.
i dont wanna see ppl end up in a fk up life.
i dont wanna see ppl with some ass.
The world is hard to please and have peace.
there are too much personality in the world.
thats world the earth cannot take it and it will soon end.
When theres a cause then it will have a effect.
If the world ends and people is eliminated its our own fault.
We cause it.
God? just believe in your ownself.
You chose your own path and walk.
God cant do anything about it.
He/She cant control you to do things its all in your own hand.
You chose this way and thats the effect.
the world is manipulated by our brain.
If you want say god.god is us.OUR BRAIN OUR THOUGHTS OUR ACTION.
Come on why so many religous? in the end arent we giving to the SAME GOD.
not deity angel or wad la ok..ITS THE SAME AND ONLY GOD.
WE ARE GOD.
want pray to god and think it will help? why not pray to a dog?
its just like we are following people blindly like a dog and so obedient?
come on believe in your ownself and do what you want its just cause and effect.
Your action will comes to an conclusion god cant stop you in anyways.Its only an belief.
If the world is that simple there wont have bad people or good people all this its the human themself who do it.ahh so many things to say but lazy type.

sad or happy day all must pass.Just live happily=)..word are easy to say
i maybe happy in the outside but deep inside me theres already nothing.

Laugh Your Heart Out
Dance in the Rain
Cherish the Moment
Ignore the Pain
Live,Laugh,Love
Forgive & Forget
Life is too short to Be
Living with Regret


Saturday, May 9, 2009

sweee la....FNF=)..to u it may means nothing.
if your a normal friend i wouldnt hurt now but sadly its not..hais.
i see you my heart melts
i see you cry my heart pain.
i see you laugh i feel the world is just wonderful.

my life is always the same fine i take it....i broke my own promise yet its still the same i really shouldnt broke my own promises..i shall take the pain then.some ppl reading it might feel happy ahahha..
Mok sry for ur grandma :(..takecare..

starting of sch:No love in sch just friend.till it really happen and when it happen i knew nothing good will happen so it happened now.HAHAHAHAS..

sweeee BLEACH really go according my prediction XD...hahahaha and wOOt stark is so like me:D...even facebook also give me stark hahaha..
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1.Loneliness
2.Old age
3.Sacrifice
4.Nihlism
5.Despair
6.Destruction
7.Intoxication
8.Madness
9.Greed
0(10).Rage

Monday, May 4, 2009

wa....y some of my post gone o.o...argh dont care lols

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sat drinking and clubbing high siol...chiong chivas~.~ actually thought 138 in the end after 10 cost 198 diao loh ==...nvm jiu jiu yi ci lolols...i first time high sia =3...was dancing at rebel ahahha...den went to find terry they all to relax after that parent fetch me home liao hahas...
i think gonna sign the starhub plan liao the free tv 1 ~.~..+ got mobile broadband wooo....

Friday, May 1, 2009

got feeling so?..wanna tc of her so?...ppl wont wanna live with ur looks till they die LOLs...emo part of me lols..
Why So Serious? :)...thinking part of me.
thur tonned at tpy home lols....project okk la print out a few...powerpoint time soon~~...
thur-fri i think i slp less then 2hr lols...>_>
goin out soon....rot at ps with jia hao hahas...
May liao...Exam soon project ending soon~~~ time flies pass...enjoy and dont waste any time of yours guyz...Living today like no tommorow lols..me lols...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Taking a driving license is soooooo TROUBLESOME!!...must pass a trial test then can take final theory test then practical must complete the whole book then can take practical test...and 1 lesson cost $80 omg la....anyway booked trial test on 10may,2 practical lesson on 14june and 21june (school exam week if im not wrong)~.~...
Last time where need all this shit walau zzzz...my father say u ask those old driver last time get license 1 go test now confirm fail lols..
Ok la theory test let us know more about driving but when got license le people also dont really care about the theory part already ==...am i right?
Faster let me get license leh =/..hahahas...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

4.20 final trial test~~...need to check got slot for practical anot oh no...hope tml driving centre little people if not Q very long :(...

Monday, April 27, 2009

Nobody cares~Really~

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Hohoho im back...this few days no time to blog...
Friday after school went clark quay forbidden city to rot hahas..had fun and relaxed there then signed vincent in to Rebel..Amex so much privillages eh lols...After that went home with the rest jia hao and eunice..we reach home already 1+ lols...very tired already~.~

Saturday
In school we recievd what to do in our school restuarant already and the first 4week or 5 im gonna be captain/Asst headwaiter -_-...need to go other classrom to take reservation ohmygawdz...
After school went town with alica and felicia.They both bought their thing so is dam happy o.O lolols..we waited for vincent at kfc and omg la...saw a plump size girl i think 15+ only and shes bigger then me ok lol...at there dig nose and rub it lol=.=.=..i= waited for vincent and go find his friend.His friend drove us to east coast to rot..GPS make him drive round and round lols...In the end go his own way and reached slacked at there till 2 then went home.The girls were so afraid of the cockroaches and rats lols... -_-..then still suggest go there diao~~~~~~~~~~.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

23april Thur,
omg in 2 weeks time i gonna have test G_G...lol...anyway went to school VISION for dinner..ok our sch is like havin a restaurant operation everytime lunch and dinner to train us.So went to check out what those student doing hahas...omg la the food is good but today the FISH hor dam salty -_-..
nth much liao <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Today sch end at 11 lols...early sia..then rot at coffee bean wait for the afternoon session ppl to finsh.
EDMW forumer is imba ~.~ lolols...indeed cid siol~.~ anything oso can find.
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turtle die ald=(...he keep dont want eat and my dad told me it die le :(..hais...mum buy 3..3 all die -_-...told them put at novena liao so i oso can tc see la..now die ald :(:(:(...

After sch went bugis lols...And get a free LAPPY SIA =p=p=p....
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nice rite hehehehe....ok la not free not mine either...i help her kept it in my bag but when went home forgot to return and she dont know either LOLS..you cute la hor =x=x

Today i never eat proper meal sia =/...afternoon 2 pancake -_- the mr bean 1....then night ice cream nia omg la...HUNGRY HUNGRY ._.

Monday, April 20, 2009

No archive but nvm...omg...and never show whats te date i post omg so sian -_-...so from now on my post i gonna put when?-_- who can help me omg..

New Skin

Old skin got some prob so i changed hahahaha~~..
Happy Bdae Terry...
Tired la...walked to clark quay from doby and at there walked 1 round and go no where zomg...
We didnt went pub or club as some of them is underage most is closed..ahaha i also dont suggest go clubbing la...if something happen hard to settle you know ==..Terry next time ba..we guyz go can liao =)
In the end take cab back to somerset Balcony -_-...lols...
At there drink and played some games...
after that went Mac and eat breakfast dam hungry lolols...others all very tired liao only i energetic omg?..something wrong with me? ><...after meal most of them took cab home..and left few of us go home by the first train.
currently uploading outing picture~.~

Sunday, April 19, 2009

passed BTT~~~~

Friday, April 17, 2009

confused=/...dont so rush please...Let me slowly think...hmmmm...
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total 300+ pic omg...lazy post la T_T...see ba see ba if tml i pass my btt =x=x..then i post lo AHAHHAHAA...omg i want go sch practical lesson la but..cause of driving BTT i must absent it ARGH...and i booked at march!!..walau why sch tue-sat -_-..recieved another project now must do about wine =o...2project on hand liao~~~..tired tired

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Tiring day everydays...hais...cert nia ald like this but actually quite relax la...diploma then really need hardwork ba...i got statstic homework but lazy find the answer...dam tired...any1 can give me answer? ahahaha...2tired to upload sentosa pic too...tml ba after i get all the photo of the trip.=)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

sch is fun~~~~~~~~~~~~~no need rot at home so gooooooood but tiring la ~.~
aiyo rest from project le...BUT..2.5k words is not enough -_-..waliew..ahhh need heavy editing liao~.~..i didnt know shatec is famous for something tooo...want know what? MSN ME XD...
really nothing to blog.Not i want to make it short ~.~
Doing project now ~ =D...its just like F&N la~.~...2bad i d&t student hahas...nvm quite simple lucly my group kana Vegetable and Fruits XD HEHEHE..Good luck to all group

Monday, April 13, 2009

today sentosa is fun XD...long time dont have that big amount of ppl group together liao =x=x...ohhh some1 lost $200 how sad..shld report police leh~~~~...waiting for pic XD

Sunday, April 12, 2009

argh wads wrong with the internet keep dc...-.-..grrrrr...omg la i just bought $309 worth of product at UniQlo 6shirt,1jean,1pants,2short pant total 10 item~.~
quite shocked with the price==

Friday, April 10, 2009

Laugh Your Heart Out
Dance in the Rain
Cherish the Moment
Ignore the Pain
Live,Laugh,Love
Forgive & Forget
Life is too short to Be
Living with Regret
~Bored~RoT~RaiN~ThUnDeR~StoRm.
The Flowing tears of the god.
Punshiment are judged upon the people.
If you think about it you get it already.

WTF IM BLOGGING LOLOLS..?_?

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Happy Birthdae Ni-Hao...Eu-Nice...ok la eunice lols..never gave u ferrari bash owh...2bad u afternoon session haha...
today's lesson ok la the mentor quite intresting lols...went home early XD...went cck lot 1 with mok awhile and play arcade quite bored==...waited for his fren and went to amk..after awhile i go liao so im blogging now...quite tired too...tired since sch open ==..lols
some ppl is just so zai la hor..ask for a fren num i give and i ask you about the other fren num you dont reply me?..you slp liao? maybe la hor..just hope that im wrong about you =)..

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

ok la sch not bad...there are more student anyway haha...more then orientation..but a MENTOR SBS LA...present also dono how to present his presentation i give 4/10 man...Hey if your reading my post dont get offended k? :D peace...You can get mr brian to tell you how to talk to us =x...and please dont give us a kind of face like you very pro in everything k..Respect me and i will respect you.
tml im morning shift end sch at 12.30 XD weee....

Monday, April 6, 2009

today went clinic to have medical check up~.~tml then can get xray diao...their service dam sux la hor radlink @ tpy 600 took typoid vaccination at braddell clinic as i always go there since small haha..took liao after awhile machiam want faint like that...now my hand very weak ==...hope tml ok le ba...tml goin sch liao~~~ i miss waking up late =(...


Jubeat S4 lo~~ wee...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Went cathay at 3+ wanted to buy 4+ ticket for fast and furious in the end sold out zomg la...cineleisure also...-.- zzz so went lido to check it up luckily got SEAT!!..the show also full house lols...
Looks like everybody is fast and furious about watching it hahas...
ok la show not bad..quite good but shinjuku incident is more funny lol...
waiting for fast and furious 5 =x=x..
At home watched handsome suit..funny show hahahas...it always a good ending and knew it from the start ald..if life is that simple -.-...aiyo...

Friday, April 3, 2009

Todays post is....................................
Nothing..
what is nothing. Nothing means Nothing..
huh?
Something that relates to nothing
Nothing(adv):in no way:to no degree..Eq,He look nothing like him.
Nothing means quantity to non existant..
so is NOTHING LOH!!!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

SHINJUKU INCIDENT..ok not bad can actually rate 5 star but where that lily go eh lolol =/quite a funny show too...ok not bad it talk about those chi-na ppl moving to japan illegally XD..but jackie chan is a good guy he wanted to find his gf 2bad she married to a yakuza boss liao..donwan say more about it liao GO watch if you all want to know..
Summary: He go jap saw his gal with other gal he sian half and start to do stupid thing but all the thing is for all his friend..after that he did not want to do bad thing anymore but his friend all go underworld liao lol...
Plot:4.5/5
Entertainment:5/5
I need take typhoid vaccination..i wan watch fast and the furious~~~

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Today orientation not bad la...all starting dont know each other but during game all somehow quite bond and do task easily..went yishun safra haha =.=...the balancing game on rope made my feet dam pain ah...then i wear flat shoe so abit hard to balance..but thanks guyz for those at below supporting you all is great XD...my lesson is tue to sat ==..sat till noon omg la then my BTT 18April how sia..~.~

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

im shock to find out that arcade machine is so ex i always thought its below 5k or something till now that i know the price lols..a maximum tune 3 DX machine cost ard 16k SGD lols... =.=
so singapore arcade boss is rich ahahaha...but japan leh=/...they got so many machine and games that sg dont have== omg...

Monday, March 30, 2009

Today went to cityvibe...took bus from amk...on the way we saw 3 broken tree lols...weird..those fall on floor one...and 2 accident lols ==...reached cityvibe..its just small la ok la bigger then tpy entertainment centre but nth much liao only got 1 virutaland and the lanshop..party world opening soon..then went eat lunch..claypot laksa lols...and sugih ate wanton mee but he dont like the noodle so he only eat half of it..then went to bugis loh see see iluma as he haven go before and went arcade.
iluma arcade is employing part-time/full time casher and assistence~..
reach BJ virtualand and watch ppl play street fighter 4...got a guy lose he just went to whack the other guy up which is so sudden la..come on la just a game =.=...i know spam skill is irritating but lose lose la diao why want beat ppl up.Aiyo..lucky got ppl stop him..
Wednesday sch orientation ~.~...dont know got who sia hahas..

Sunday, March 29, 2009

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Early in the morning went cemetery,pay respect to my grandparent as qin min festival is reaching..4am car already jam...omg? so many ppl == lol...i took 1 tree picture at the malay cemetery..and noon went bugis iluma...for movie...12rounds hehe=).ticket price $6 till dono when..virtualand jubeat is 4 song and not 3 lols...
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Saturday, March 28, 2009

somehow singer are going into a trend by using word that sounds like vulgar word lol..


Friday, March 27, 2009

Today went SSDC to take trial test.the qns is harder omg lols...dam why i fail the previous 1 T_T...ok la i passed the trial test...45/50 LOL..
Noon went to deliever things to company at pasir ris so went downtown to collect my DMC ticket and poster...i wonder is it only me joining the contest? join two time win two time lol...First is K20 now DMC(Detroit Metal City)..haha...went food court and eat...one girl stared at me giving me the look like 'I KNOW YOU' lols -.-...wondering whos she lolol...nth much already kthxbye.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

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the so call fresh sharkfin o.o...ok la quite good but the bacon inside is too salty already..But sharkfin is quite different from other restaurant.You can feel abit of the crunch on the sharkfin not like others quite soggy that kind of feel.
the sharkfin 10/10 overall dishes 9.5/10 cause of the salty bacon lol



Afternoon went vivo had lunch...and walk around then go back home liao ~.~..bought PS3 Wanted:weapon of fate..ok gameplay not bad but graphic is not that good.and the gameplay is quite dead just shooooot~~~with curve or slowmo lol...
downloaded a new game called SundayXmagazine? combination anime and manga char lol theres a story mode and fighting mode haha story mode can even teamplay o.o...game is simple and fun haha



hehe went taka and used the $50 voucher to get halo3 figurine lol all 3 XD...still got $50 left dono want buy what...slideshow of it and my mini gundam oo collection haha..

went kino to get the 350question basic theory test book and comic..

slack around at orchard with ryan and went to watch confession of a shopholic..ok not bad never read the book before hahas...its quite funny and interesting lols...worth watching way better then DB and SF lol...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Solving problems.

To all ppl having emotional problem out there:
If anything just cock up ur life dont think of ending yours..as the ending is also the begining.
Just think your parents raise you up till now never asked you to payback just want you to live as comfortably as possible but different parents have their way of treating their children but they still love you no matter what.So just cause of stress and things that happen in your life that makes you depressed and dont know do what to solve it or saying theres nothing can solve it but suicide.
This thought is selfish.You might not know what will happen when you die.You might turn into a ghost and KEEP REPEATING THAT SAME SUICIDE OVER AND OVER AGAIN as a punishment but you all might say theres no such thing.
So come back to reality your parents,family will be dam sad and you just waste their 心血(spend all their time to raise you up,give you what you need,give you a shelter) on you?..and you just die?.
So hows those old dude gonna do? they are old already cant just bear another baby as they like it and even if they do you will always still be in their mind.And when that happen their tears will just fall from their cheek.So thing about it before you suicide.You will just cause harm to others and maybe another death? you might not know.
Even if you just break up,theres no such thing as you cant live without him or her,the world has so many people and maybe is just that he or she is just not suitable and you thought you can change to suits them but YOU CANT as each person has their own personality no matter how you change you cant be another person,so just move on and find someone that suits you.Outside the world theres also people looking for their half so is not just only you. JUST give chances and grab hold of the chances when it come =)...
To relieve your stress or problems just share it with your family or friend if you dont wanna share you might wanna find something to do like go do some sports activity,puzzle game or hang out with your friends as it will occupied your mind and made you stop thinking about it..
Some may find smoking or drinking alcohol solve it but actually yes it does but doing other thing also can do it..plus drinking and smoking is not good for health why not just find some other activities?..but for me sometime drink alcohol is alright=x hahas..it do help abit la..but what for,for that short period you forget about it and when you wake up,you might think of it again.so dont waste your money on alcohol or smoking.with that amount you can do something more fun like go arcade or maybe eat food? lols...
to those 'emo' ppl out there do you think cutting your hand or whatever solve problem? you feel shiok? song? it still hurting yourself when the other party dint even know about it even if they know they just dont care cause they just already dont care about you thats why they left you? -.-...so just move on with your life and dont do stupid things.And you tell me how many of you MOVED ON AFTER YOU SLITTED YOUR HAND..most probaly all of you right? after you did that and you found someone really care for you and you go with them already so why cut your hand or thigh? just forget about it and move on.Dont cause your body to lose blood when those people in the hostpital dying for blood already -.- so by cutting why not just go hostpital and donate your blood? You can even save a near death person just cause of your blood.
Life is for us to enjoy.Just move on.theres always somebody out there for you to give you a hand.
The most helpful hand you can see is mostly from you parents.You might dont want to share you unhappiness with them so just find your friend or just shout into the big blue sky or the blue ocean hahas..You might feel good too =)..

I was quite depressed the last few day but so what.i can do nothing about it just move on loh..its part of me to be blame too..i hang out with my friend on tue played some game and it already solve that depressed feeling in me..so do some fun activities and you can solve it.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.POSSIBLE IS NOTHING.=3
Every problem got a solution to solve it.

Monday, March 23, 2009

What happened to all the nice guys?

The answer is simple: you did.

So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've farked yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bullsh!t and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't farking want you, now.
lols...

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were farking treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.
I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

the text in the post at EDMW lols... XD
i dono what ive been doing..ruining everything by my own hand...hais even myself starts to dont know what im thinking and doing...only when it happens then i thought of it by the time its already too late..sighz...
dont know whats the feeling in me..it just sucks badly..
i want go kranji abandoned estates~...but heard theres Foreign talent hanging ard there~.~ and some NS ppl also will be there sometime so it might not be that scary liaos...
sasa why intro that place~! =3...those pic just have the addiction to call me go there lols...
pic courtesy of hansa blog and SPI


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