29 June final theory test.:)....
sighz...how are you,what are you doing,what happen to you,why like this.=/

I need but.....=/

I donwan my rest of life to be facing you like this.....but what can i do hais..
y end up like this....i suck man i destroy everything in my own hand...i wish i was those tree or animals in the zoo/night safari just stay there do nothing wait for food...

Slited my finger today well cutting picture from paper...hais y not just slip and slit my vein so i can just die...anyway wash your hand and wash your body tooo to preven H1N! :P

ald knew things will end up like this long ago :)...my heart was ald dust long ago...so itz k...doesnt matter now.wanted to stop talking to you to give you spaces and talk to you only when u need me but that day saw you like that i cant help it nvm...you just take care .sorry for everything.

Project project project~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

so im in all the wrong eh..i know you starting already buay song me so now just bao fa uhh..
you all angry that teacher push everything to you all and not me right because you all thought i do nothing,why im not been scolded.. i did help out and i did it fast..nvm everything my fault my wrong.
the world is hard to please..just give me all the pain then.
just let me be the bad guy...you all is good guy...

i shall just die in a deserted place...nobody will know and care anyway.

18may09,
ahhhh sebei sian....last monday take trial test 42/50...today 43/50 -_-..now finding some date to do the practice and trial together and it falls on nxt sat =/...maybe i will be booking it hahas...
Yesterday went to buy printer for project ahahaha no need run back to toa payoh to do ==...which is more fast and efficient ahahha after that went to meet kk..
watched Angels and Demons at cathay..full sia..ok la the story is quite simple as i already knew what will happen even thought i never read the book before haha...i give it a 4.5/5 rating XD...the whole show is well joined and connected so theres no BORING part which i thought so as Tom Hanks acted on it as you guyz know tom hanks movie is draggy 1 ahahaha...but i was suck into the movie for 2hr25min just watching it lol....i dont know anything about cathloic so i doesnt know is it going against the bible or not but seriously from my point of view that the baddy simply just using method to get to his throne to be the catholic leader.He doesnt want science to take over the christianity belief or the religion join with science.
After that went to eat dinner,wanted to go eat pongtian wanton noodle but stop by the shop below meridian hotel so ate their wanton noodle its okok nia But i still hungry sia so went to eat pongtian wanton noodle also lols....the price increase sia =/ hahas..so i ate 2bowl of wanton noodle-_- omg...go home still eat beancurd and drink soyabean somemore lolols....

life life life...
today i saw an 10 cent coin on floor...its been kicked around and nobody even notice it..
how poor is him.His been there shouting 'HEY PICK ME UP T_T' but everybody just dint notice it and step over him..poor 10 cent if his bigger like 10dollars i think everybody already rushed just to pick him up.hais life is like this...but a uncle is kind enought to save him and get him to join with other of his pal in the uncle pocket XD..

by looking at the 10cent i realize its the reality of life too in human beings.=/
look at it if your well groom and famous people adore you and wanna get close to you but when your a small fry people just ignore you or kick you around but there will be somebody to help you or might not,it reallly depends..Life is cruel..

(我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音)

指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油 沒想透

你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以後

世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動

在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱

當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說

我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

*我的愛只能夠 讓你一個人獨自擁有

我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口

我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流

藏在無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏 為了愛你奮鬥
就請你讓我 說出口

(我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答 答滴聲音)

sometimes seriously i wonder..im born to do what...
i haven been walking along my deja Vu...which i think destiny has already been set upon me and im just walking blindly.
i really wonder if i walked the other path will i be happier? hais..
Joy without happiness...
If 2012 gonna be end of world and 1 person can save it which allow the earth to regrowth and maintain the rest of the people lives.
Im willing to do it whatever it takes.
If my sacrifices is able to save the whole world im willing and love it.

hey dont think wrongly that im just bored of life but seriously even if im stayed alive what can i do?.I rather be sacrificed to save the world :).

sighz.
emptiness+exhausted+tiring+alot more ==.......

i will fail tml test ahahahaha....

So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I'll sure let you in
You know ill let you in
Oh Kelsey, you.

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always,
now through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
and I'll be here for you
(I know x3) I know how it feels believe me
I've been there and
(I know x3) I know what it feels like
tell me Kelsey

And I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
(i hear you darlin')

Now it's gonna get harder
and it's gonna burn brighter
and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day
so let me say, that i love you
you're all I've ever wanted
all I've ever dreamed of to come
and yes you did come
i want you so bad (so bad)
can you feel it too? (it too)
you know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
i want you, so much
i need you, so much
i need your, i need your, your touch

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
x4
and you never ever let me in (let me in)
x4

a word Normal means alot of thing...in any sentence since that normal is put into that sentence alright then hope you say it to other people also.
i dono how to say but im worry for u eh argh whatever.
i will try hard not to care.
its my fault.
i think too much.

yes its my nature to care and worry for others but your different.
So what.
i am unable to obtain a frozen heart that has no cares about others but myself.
i want everybody to be happy.especially you.i want you to live in a wonderful world.No sadness but joy only.i wanna treaure you but im just a beast(i mean the look) =x=x.
i dont wanna see ppl end up in a fk up life.
i dont wanna see ppl with some ass.
The world is hard to please and have peace.
there are too much personality in the world.
thats world the earth cannot take it and it will soon end.
When theres a cause then it will have a effect.
If the world ends and people is eliminated its our own fault.
We cause it.
God? just believe in your ownself.
You chose your own path and walk.
God cant do anything about it.
He/She cant control you to do things its all in your own hand.
You chose this way and thats the effect.
the world is manipulated by our brain.
If you want say god.god is us.OUR BRAIN OUR THOUGHTS OUR ACTION.
Come on why so many religous? in the end arent we giving to the SAME GOD.
not deity angel or wad la ok..ITS THE SAME AND ONLY GOD.
WE ARE GOD.
want pray to god and think it will help? why not pray to a dog?
its just like we are following people blindly like a dog and so obedient?
come on believe in your ownself and do what you want its just cause and effect.
Your action will comes to an conclusion god cant stop you in anyways.Its only an belief.
If the world is that simple there wont have bad people or good people all this its the human themself who do it.ahh so many things to say but lazy type.

sad or happy day all must pass.Just live happily=)..word are easy to say
i maybe happy in the outside but deep inside me theres already nothing.

Laugh Your Heart Out
Dance in the Rain
Cherish the Moment
Ignore the Pain
Live,Laugh,Love
Forgive & Forget
Life is too short to Be
Living with Regret

sweee la....FNF=)..to u it may means nothing.
if your a normal friend i wouldnt hurt now but sadly its not..hais.
i see you my heart melts
i see you cry my heart pain.
i see you laugh i feel the world is just wonderful.

my life is always the same fine i take it....i broke my own promise yet its still the same i really shouldnt broke my own promises..i shall take the pain then.some ppl reading it might feel happy ahahha..
Mok sry for ur grandma :(..takecare..

starting of sch:No love in sch just friend.till it really happen and when it happen i knew nothing good will happen so it happened now.HAHAHAHAS..

sweeee BLEACH really go according my prediction XD...hahahaha and wOOt stark is so like me:D...even facebook also give me stark hahaha..

1.Loneliness
2.Old age
3.Sacrifice
4.Nihlism
5.Despair
6.Destruction
7.Intoxication
8.Madness
9.Greed
0(10).Rage

wa....y some of my post gone o.o...argh dont care lols

Sat drinking and clubbing high siol...chiong chivas~.~ actually thought 138 in the end after 10 cost 198 diao loh ==...nvm jiu jiu yi ci lolols...i first time high sia =3...was dancing at rebel ahahha...den went to find terry they all to relax after that parent fetch me home liao hahas...
i think gonna sign the starhub plan liao the free tv 1 ~.~..+ got mobile broadband wooo....

got feeling so?..wanna tc of her so?...ppl wont wanna live with ur looks till they die LOLs...emo part of me lols..
Why So Serious? :)...thinking part of me.
thur tonned at tpy home lols....project okk la print out a few...powerpoint time soon~~...
thur-fri i think i slp less then 2hr lols...>_>
goin out soon....rot at ps with jia hao hahas...
May liao...Exam soon project ending soon~~~ time flies pass...enjoy and dont waste any time of yours guyz...Living today like no tommorow lols..me lols...