Saturday, January 31, 2009

Today went to collect father new car.the car is ghostly ._...the door u juz need to push lightly to close it ,not like those usual car that we mostly BANG loudly XD,if the door is not closed properly it will auto close it o.O..inside is very spacious.Theres camara on the front and rear which when parking u are able to see from the screen.My father parking skill become more lousy if he see the screen so i told him'DONT LOOK AT THE SCREEN LA,just normal can anot u see screen so jialat i rather u dont see more zai loh lol.
Seriously he park normaly is more skilled then looking at the camara lol..

k some noob pic taken by my noob phone on zoo outing with parent
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they show me their backside =(...
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hi birdy..
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OTTO!!
I want go malaysia...at least my friend there know me and know how to concern me.
at least got someone to support me and pull me up...my life..sighz...
Hais...this is the 3rd time already that my father money stole by mum again.Last year was 3k now 2k..NOT LIKE SHE NO MONEY OSO waliew...y so greedy hais.Take liao also dont want give back as my father dont wanna quarrel so just dont care.

And great im down and i ruined a friendship.cause of my downess i just wanna relax myself.end up making silly of myself.hais....u all think my life its easy?..its not easy at all..
14feb..so who the f**k create valentine day? and why valentine day? for a lovely couple everyday is valentine day because they will be happy every moment isnt it not like valentine day made an couple that is seperated for 1million year to come together?

Saint Valentine is the creator of Valentine day and HIS EMO!! HAHAHA..so valentine is acutally for the heartbroken eh a guy who is willing to sarcrifice ^^..another way to say is just another form of JESUS.

Valentine's Day or Saint Valentine's Day is a holiday celebrated on February 14 by many people throughout the world. In the West, it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery. The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.

An alternative theory from Belarus states that the holiday originates from the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejection by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and sent her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying love for her. Hence, heart-shaped cards are now sent as a tribute to his overwhelming passion and suffering.

I wish to do that but people will faint already LOL..thats crazy.Why kill yourself to make people suffer? And have phobia on it?

Its simple Your willing to do anything for that love one.
You wont betray him/her.
You give him/her happiness.
You give him/her an shoulder to relied on.
You give him/her your trust.
Honesty towards each other.
Share the Joy,Share the pain together.
Five word You give them your heart.
Thats all.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Your no longer like first time we met..
I can see difference of you towards me already..
It already changed the impression of me on you..

How i wish i can travel back to change the past(who doesnt everybody is thinking bout Time travel -.-)
Am i that scary,that irritating,that frightening?

maybe these post will also change everything but im serious i cannot stall all in my heart if not i will go crazy..blog is for me to express my feeling..

I really concern about you i also don't know why.
I wanna know you more.
I wanna see you smile everyday.
I wanna see you happy every moment.
I wanna accompany you till the world end.
I wanna you to know that you can share every thoughts and feeling with me.

I wanna help you to clear all your sadness but I dont dare.
I afraid you will ignore me.
But i think this post might make you ignore me already?
Please dont think im pressuring you this is just my feeling ok.You can just forget about it if you read it.

You actually makes me feel like i know you long ago do you know that.
I actually dreamt of you before i know you.that blury face so its you.And im like dreaming of you now and then.
I know it takes time for you to trust me and know me.
But im really very simple.I want everybody to be happy=D.
You can ask your friends about me.They know me =) but might not be totaly.Because i tend to hide my feelings covering it up every piece of sadness and family matter in me.
Im already stronger then in the past.I know cause i can feel it.

I might be soft hearted and easily fall in love.But once in love im serious about it.
I want it to be everlasting and a happy one.
And that partner must not feel any dissapointment and sadness in it.
I must give her the best of everything.

Even friends i also want them to have every happy moment with me.
I very concern about the peoples around me.
Cause this is me! i want everybody to be happy and not down on anything.
I dont like my friends to be sad.
I will try my best to help them if i cant im really sorry.
And please dont go overboard.
Everybody has a limit.
I think is my over-concern that causes people's limit to break? lols..

Lets just stop at here.AGAIN this is not a post to pressure you. Please notice it.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy niu year all...omg i first time gamble LOL...no win no lose owh....but i think got win $1 ba dono lols....nvr go calculate..just for fun la hahas...manage to take cab home before 12..if not 50% surcharge omg gg..thx Sy father for the angbao =) yea first ang bao from friends.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Father give me a red packet of $500 full of $10 lols...so the packet is like dam fat..lols...mother gave $120..tml go friends house get ang bao hahaha latr they give me ANG BAO first T_T..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR ALL..if u miss the start afresh of 2009 heres the second one hahas...going to go out eat already.