Today went to collect father new car.the car is ghostly ._...the door u juz need to push lightly to close it ,not like those usual car that we mostly BANG loudly XD,if the door is not closed properly it will auto close it o.O..inside is very spacious.Theres camara on the front and rear which when parking u are able to see from the screen.My father parking skill become more lousy if he see the screen so i told him'DONT LOOK AT THE SCREEN LA,just normal can anot u see screen so jialat i rather u dont see more zai loh lol.
Seriously he park normaly is more skilled then looking at the camara lol..

k some noob pic taken by my noob phone on zoo outing with parent


they show me their backside =(...

hi birdy..

OTTO!!

I want go malaysia...at least my friend there know me and know how to concern me.
at least got someone to support me and pull me up...my life..sighz...

Hais...this is the 3rd time already that my father money stole by mum again.Last year was 3k now 2k..NOT LIKE SHE NO MONEY OSO waliew...y so greedy hais.Take liao also dont want give back as my father dont wanna quarrel so just dont care.

And great im down and i ruined a friendship.cause of my downess i just wanna relax myself.end up making silly of myself.hais....u all think my life its easy?..its not easy at all..

14feb..so who the f**k create valentine day? and why valentine day? for a lovely couple everyday is valentine day because they will be happy every moment isnt it not like valentine day made an couple that is seperated for 1million year to come together?

Saint Valentine is the creator of Valentine day and HIS EMO!! HAHAHA..so valentine is acutally for the heartbroken eh a guy who is willing to sarcrifice ^^..another way to say is just another form of JESUS.

Valentine's Day or Saint Valentine's Day is a holiday celebrated on February 14 by many people throughout the world. In the West, it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery. The holiday is named after two among the numerous Early Christian martyrs named Valentine. The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.

An alternative theory from Belarus states that the holiday originates from the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejection by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and sent her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying love for her. Hence, heart-shaped cards are now sent as a tribute to his overwhelming passion and suffering.

I wish to do that but people will faint already LOL..thats crazy.Why kill yourself to make people suffer? And have phobia on it?

Its simple Your willing to do anything for that love one.
You wont betray him/her.
You give him/her happiness.
You give him/her an shoulder to relied on.
You give him/her your trust.
Honesty towards each other.
Share the Joy,Share the pain together.
Five word You give them your heart.
Thats all.

Your no longer like first time we met..
I can see difference of you towards me already..
It already changed the impression of me on you..

How i wish i can travel back to change the past(who doesnt everybody is thinking bout Time travel -.-)
Am i that scary,that irritating,that frightening?

maybe these post will also change everything but im serious i cannot stall all in my heart if not i will go crazy..blog is for me to express my feeling..

I really concern about you i also don't know why.
I wanna know you more.
I wanna see you smile everyday.
I wanna see you happy every moment.
I wanna accompany you till the world end.
I wanna you to know that you can share every thoughts and feeling with me.

I wanna help you to clear all your sadness but I dont dare.
I afraid you will ignore me.
But i think this post might make you ignore me already?
Please dont think im pressuring you this is just my feeling ok.You can just forget about it if you read it.

You actually makes me feel like i know you long ago do you know that.
I actually dreamt of you before i know you.that blury face so its you.And im like dreaming of you now and then.
I know it takes time for you to trust me and know me.
But im really very simple.I want everybody to be happy=D.
You can ask your friends about me.They know me =) but might not be totaly.Because i tend to hide my feelings covering it up every piece of sadness and family matter in me.
Im already stronger then in the past.I know cause i can feel it.

I might be soft hearted and easily fall in love.But once in love im serious about it.
I want it to be everlasting and a happy one.
And that partner must not feel any dissapointment and sadness in it.
I must give her the best of everything.

Even friends i also want them to have every happy moment with me.
I very concern about the peoples around me.
Cause this is me! i want everybody to be happy and not down on anything.
I dont like my friends to be sad.
I will try my best to help them if i cant im really sorry.
And please dont go overboard.
Everybody has a limit.
I think is my over-concern that causes people's limit to break? lols..

Lets just stop at here.AGAIN this is not a post to pressure you. Please notice it.

Happy niu year all...omg i first time gamble LOL...no win no lose owh....but i think got win $1 ba dono lols....nvr go calculate..just for fun la hahas...manage to take cab home before 12..if not 50% surcharge omg gg..thx Sy father for the angbao =) yea first ang bao from friends.

Father give me a red packet of $500 full of $10 lols...so the packet is like dam fat..lols...mother gave $120..tml go friends house get ang bao hahaha latr they give me ANG BAO first T_T..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR ALL..if u miss the start afresh of 2009 heres the second one hahas...going to go out eat already.

Warning:This is a spoiler.Once you read it you will know some of the outcome of LOVE MATTER.So DO NOT READ it if you want to have a super enjoyable time on that movie.

Dam sad...Friend mia whole day in the end is go out with other friend watch movie and never jio me T_T...Nvm went vivo watch love matter with parents..its so hilarious ..Indian speak chinese LOL..nice1.,that ahma repeat it sentence from 钱不够用2。NI JIA BA BUAY(its in hokkien) LOL i think that become officialy her motto..and the hui ge got 1 action same as money no enough 2 hahas..and guyz know what?..男人一辈子，只能做五千次LOL..no wonder the show NC16.too nonsense already not suitable for kids..those haven watch no fret! im willing to watch again =D

oh ya,Father bought for me Jay MV album $28.90 got free necklace.Dont know should wear it out anot..

Lets Start Afresh =D

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

y like this.....wei shou mou.....y allwayz like this...hais...i wont be saying anything...histroy juz alwayz repeat itself i get it...

went kbox for the last min celebration of my bdae...and happy bdae 2 WX =)...owh singing was quite fun...till some songs really makes me think...nvm...all is i yi xiang qin yuan ba...suan le...im missing u every moment keep thinking of u...i oso dono y...hais...i now juz feel...so empty...sy u 18 le...AND UR A GUY DON DROP UR TEARS...zzzzzzz....

ok PS3 vs xBox360..

Xbox360:

HD:graphic nice don lose to ps3 at all...

Xbox Live:Able to get in msn and dl game content BUT NO IE eq U CANT SURF NET=)

Controller:Improved and better then old xbox..

Silver member:free(less content on xbox live)Gold member:3x for 1yr or 1mth forgot le but some game alwayz give u free gold member XD...

Games: WIDE VARIETY price range 30-100SGD..most game price tag $69.90 or $71.90..and some sony game ald arrive at xbox =D..and xbox360 exclusive game is so shiok=D...FAble2..Gear of war...Halo..and some other..

PS3:

HD:haven go get my hd cable yet need to buy which xbox comes free wif switching adapter
...on a normal adapter is ald nice the graphic is quite clear...

PLAYSTATION NETWORK:Able to dl content like xbox360...all is almost the same xcept NO MSN...but got Internet browser...only playstation network member which is free..but the problem is u need to be 21!! to be an master acct and access in the store...well u can cheat like me XD...hahaha..

GAmeS:Ps3 games have drop alot which ps2 games still wins....comes to exclusive title alot has ald gone multi platform which is DEVIL MAY CRY..sad...Final fantasy soon 2...now ps3 game im like only playing metal gear solid 4? =.=..zzzz....and i see the whole list of game i only wan buy 5 like that? over the year maybe less then 10?...price range is 30+-200+..normal price ard 69-110sgd zzz

=D...i wan go buy hdmi connector x.x....wan gaming muz game till the best ma...xbox better leh the cable free 1 zzz..stupid sony..

i really dono wad im doin...i don wan rush...yet....hais im sry...and wads wif my dream?...everytime got u -.-......zzzzzz....argh dono la coz of i will alwayz think alot ba..den suddenly spam u or wadeva..i h8 my irritatness 2 y am i doin this i think this is the main bad point bout me ba...DEN NOW I DONO SHLD POST ANOT...latr zzz hais..wad to do..='(..

thx ryan =)...for treating me the fish n chip...if daniel is there U NO NID PAY ALD XD...hahas...owh well appreciate it =)...happy bdae 2myself..18le yet still the same...hahas...

in someway somehow im so into this...

if any1 can get the old series that is omgwtfbbq XD...i gonna put in treasure box LOl..
Kamen Rider-1971 to 1973
Kamen Rider V3-1973 to 1974
Kamen Rider X-1974
Kamen Rider Amazon-1974 to 1975
Kamen Rider Stronger-1975
Kamen Rider (Skyrider)-1979 to 1980
Kamen Rider Super-1-1980 to 1981
Kamen Rider BLACK-1987 to 1988
Kamen Rider BLACK RX-1988 to 1989
Kamen Rider Kuuga-2000 to 2001
Kamen Rider Agito -2001 to 2002

waiting to go funan to redeem my ps3(80GB) and 2games XD...at juzz1 =O...

高铁ticket...


more scenery...

collapsed temple due to earthquake...as u can see if is other building everything down ald but..the top part and those status NVR BROKE amazing =o....
KOIKEYA POTATO CHIP...DAM NICE...oso more hot and spicy den other potato chip...dam shiok XD..

if ur here wif me looking at all these scenery=/..



wild boar =D...shit is lazy boar ald dey stay there lol

wads this XDXDXD...

if is my hse hahas...

bullet train is named gao tie XD...it had shorten the time need from taipei to taizhong from 2hr30min to 40+minute LOL...
i actually nvr noticed this comin wed is my bdae LOL...zzzz..=/...

kie...2day bought 1 wallet and 1 small bag hahas...bag from NT980 pull dwn to 700 actually but i bit kindhearted =x and tell father aiya 750 la...they like kui alot le leh ppl also need money fore living wad =x....den the wallet NT290 to NT250..lols...sry don see any cd shop ==...zzz

lols...found my father fone le in the end in the car...owh no show to watch =x.... LOL...i so bad siol...

hehe 1st day at taiwan..bought 2shirt,1jacket,1basketball shoe o.O...when we at t3 my father was saying he wan buy ipod touch and i say buy iphone la u den got use...den when reach taiwan he lost his N95 LOL...god wan him get iphone uhh?...i think he put at the hotel desk and the girl took it and they change shift ald so coincedence? lols...and we saw iphone3G 16gb 1004SGD...hmm...lol...his wondering shld he get it hahas...oya..sry my hp suddenly no signal den unable to reply=(...

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 ：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ ：好，等我五分钟。 ：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。 ：我总要打扮一下啊。 ：好啦，快一点喔。 下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 ：怎么这么慢？ 他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 ：对不起。 这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 ：你最近怎么了？ ：没有啊。 ：那你为什么心情不好？ ：没有啊。 ：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ ：...对不起。 ：我不要听你说对不起。 我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 ：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ ：他休学了。 ：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ ：他已经一个月没来了。 ：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 ：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ ：什么？ ：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 ：真的？他怎么了？ ：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 ：我马上去。 我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 ：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 ：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 ：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 ：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 第三次对不起，老婆，我... ................................ ............................ ................... ................ ........... ......... ..... 第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye梦伟 我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第 一百张照片。 在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 对不起。 我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

sianx......hotel management or culinary zzzzzzz...walau...hotel management must do their eng x.x fail how sia...den they moving to toa payoh soon WOW...lol i thot i could escape from tpy ald LOL...

awhile help me find way to don go ns or defer it awhile keep wan me go ns cb....WAD HE WAN LA TMD...i trying to find way to delay NS yet he wan me go? tmd la...LIKE HE GOT WAD DEGREE LIKE THAT HE DON EVEN HAV LOH...hais....i nbr study for exam fine la...all my fault la k...den he think wad O juz take and pass= u pass? HE DONO GOT COMPARE WIF OTHER PPL AND AGGREGATE DWN DE MEH CB...wan tell him that oso say i bullshit like don believe me? tmd...awhile say don study la if cant study juz work for me now say Y NVR STUDY HARD..hais...

oyea....EMPORIO ARMANI..SGD668 =O...but it store in such a cool pouch la not ordinary box wakaka...and this is my FIRST WHITE GADGET LOL...i found most of my gadget is black..rofl...yea..tml result hope can go poly XD...ard23hr27min only!!!

AHHhhhh PRADA:1288SGD OR EMPORIUM ARMANI:648SGD....armani is so chio cool and nice touch x.x zomg...lol...but prada comes wif watch and the phone has a slide qwerty keyboard x.x....

first post of the year....Happy new yr anyway...12jan result wakaka..hope can go poly!!!!...gl to all the o taker...my fren shalll all go poly~~~those i dono de BETTER FAIL so we got slot for poly LOL JKJK~ ALL GOOD LUCK LA XD